Just Hanging in meh...

…hanging out in my office until about 3:30. Then I’m going to go to the other end and clock in. But whatever food is there, I’m gonna eat first.

Yesterday was cool. I was making sure people had on wristbands and not trying to get through without one. It was hard.

Daughter is up to something.
She came home last night from work. It was without fanfare. All of a sudden she’s on the phone going off, getting loud. “The neighborhood is dangerous,” she says.
She went clean off and said something about someone pulled a gun on her on the way home from work. “I need a cigarette,” which she got from drunk George next door who just so happened to be drunk outside as usual.

I’ve tried to talk to her several times to find out what’s wrong and what happened. She just told me she was fine and apologized for waking me up. I talked to her this morning, “You wanna talk about what happened last night?” Shakes head no. Okay. Next sounds I hear from her is her giggling and laughing from watching videos on Facebook. I on the other hand was making breakfast for the kid. No signs of trauma and bullshit.

So my friend, “Miss Crazy” from the last entry came by to drop off some stuff we talked about and she gave me some extra food stuff she had. I asked her what she thought about this because I’m smelling bullshit. She said that the dramatics were for someone else’s benefit and that she didn’t mean for me to even hear that. That sounded right. I had also asked my son, who let her in, if she seemed upset when he opened the door. He said not that I noticed but she was ranting about something. Umhm…I figured as much.

Finally caught up with my mother. I’ve been trying to call her to see how she is doing because I really miss seeing her.

RJ has been partying without me.

Him sent me a text. I think it was a picture message. Just told him I’m still down with phone visuals. I shouldn’t have even said that. But either way, I’ve not heard back and that’s alright too. If he’s called he hasn’t left any messages and that’s alright too.

That’s all that’s going on in my world right now. Just waiting for my shift. Think I will go and play Pet Rescue. lol

Take care and have a great holiday/time off!

Kindest regards,
Sister