Friday morning in New Diary

I get my social security check today since the third falls on Friday., I MY case manager is going to take me to the bank and Walmart. We are going to stop at Gumby’s and I’ll pick up cigars Then at Famous hair and I, go;ing to get a much needed haircut and my beard shaved off. I don’t plan on getting a hot of grocveries this month. I think I have enough food to get buy until October.

I I think I was a bit over optimistic about my budget. I do not know what happened. We went shopping yesterday. I spent about $23 at WM I bought a case of pp and a sub and a can of coffee. I promised Chocolatechip I will take her out this month. We haven’t been out since forever. After going over finances I thought we couldn’t afford it. But I decided to cut a few things out and I think we are going to our favorite Chinese restaurant I want to take her out and celebrate paying off the computer.

I od not want to go out today. Woke up early and went back to bed. I got u paround 7 730 this morning. I had my morning coffee and still feel kind of sluggish. I like to read in the morning and wish I could spend my morning reading my book Histyory of American Law. But I need to get my check pay my rent and computer payment I need to buy some groceries for the month. Gerr.

I think I can get buy with spending $509 on groceries. I’m going to buy ten Homestyle bakes some pancake mix for breakfast and butter. I hope that will come to $50 Then haircut will cost about $15 I only have to buy two carton of Deans for $24.63 I should have enough smokes for the month. I think I wil still have enough money to go out for the month. Really want to go out hven;t been anyplace for a long time.

I had a good evening last night. I watched Jeopardy and Dr Drew. on HLN. Then I turned on one of the Cpan channels. I watched this one giuy give a lectureon American forces during World War One. I kind of like listening to Cpan. They have lectures on history buy different professors Sometimes they wil have authors talk about their latest book. It is inter3esting to watch and something different from the usual crap I see on tv. But I went to bed early and didn’t get to hear the whole lecture.

I have been doing pretty good depression wise. Been kind of busy the last coup;le of days. I think getting out of my apartment helps. We had beautify weather nd we sat outside at Wal Mart waiting for the bus. Therapist said I should sit outside and get some sun. This helps with depression If I can’t do that then I might have to go on Vitamin D. For some unknown reason I developed a strong aversion to leaving my apartment and being around people. I have become a recluse Onel thing I know is isolation is not good and can lead to to all kind of mental problems. I have enough already.

This is one reason why I want to get out this month. I want to change. I really don’t want to spend the rest of my life hold up in my apartment. It is not healthy. Everyone needs to get out once in a while and have a little bit of fun. There is no reason why we can’t get out at least once a month.

Well it is time for my ride. Got to go more on this subject later.