Just Thinking in meh...

Friday is here.

Today is my daughters Birthday.

Got my rent money order this morning. I sweat really good to go get it. Which isn’t hard since it’s humid. And hot, don’t forget hot.

Had a meeting after work yesterday and they had a veggie pizza from a restaurant across the park. It was great. I’d been there several times before, but never had their pizza.

Let’s see, what else…

Meh, I don’t know.

I’m off on Monday because I have to work Saturday for the Japanese Festival. I think I’m going to spend all day at school. I’ll leave home early, go to the bursar’s office to get a new bus pass then hang out in the cafeteria for a bit. Get me some eats and then chill in a computer lab until class time. It will be the closest thing I will come to for the “college experience”.

I think I will play the lottery. I do want to be a full time student and live on campus. LOL No I don’t want to live on campus, but it would have been nice to do all of that. I missed out.

I was thinking about the book-turned-movie Gone Girl. I was thinking about it in relation to being a regular in a bar or a club. How the people there only see this one side of you. They don’t really KNOW you and when you start to really reveal yourself, and they don’t like you and they drift away. And now you have abandonment issue. Everyone has multiple sides to who they are. So it’s not like you are hiding the real you, they just see that one part of you, but it’s still you. Like me on PB. I come here and I whine my negative energy and then will read someone’s post and laugh hysterically. But I was also wondering about the end of the book. When she wrote that Nick told her, “‘I feel sorry for you. Because you have to wake up everyday and be you.’ Why did he have to say that?” or something to that effect. I want to know if her pregnant self raged and lunged across the table and stabbed him multiple times until he stopped breathing. LOL I’ve never seen the movie, but if it ended the way the book did I would have been pissed. That is probably the only book that left me wondering what happened.

I’m kind of feeling like some of my troubles will soon be over. I’m waiting for my student loan refund to drop. I am hoping that it drops soon. This way I can pay off a few things and get some other things I need including my Legal Ethics text book for next term. Then I’m done. :-)

Toward the end of this class, I’m going to start looking for work. I’ve made up my mind that I will go ahead and graduate in May and once my daughter gets her life on track (HA!) and I’m more secure in my new job, I will go back for my bachelors just so that I can have more knowledge on a consistent basis and if I want to change firms, I can.

On that note, I’m going to end this. Didn’t really have much to say. I guess I needed to write something bland to try and balance out all of the crazy I’ve been giving lately.

So, have a great weekend one and all…

Kindest regard,
Sister