End to Beginning in meh...

As I was going home yesterday from work, I had a left over bubble of anxiety. That let me know I was about to walk into some shit. However, it wasn’t a big shit. As I walked to the front of the building, I noticed the grass was cut. Landlord P has been there. Okay. Got in the house, daughter has this look on her face. What’s wrong? She talks about how neighbor says something to LP about the chalk thing. Daughter and LP talk and he says have your mom call me.

I sit down. I’m nervous wondering what all is going to be said. I charge my phone and give LP a call. Talked to him about the situation and that I understood. Hard to get off. No graffiti. Neighbor is kind of a pain. That I understand. Tries to keep things cool, no high turnover rate in this building. I think I want to ask if they have any other places in the area. So that’s the end of that part.

Now, is the beginning of me treating my neighbor funny and I don’t really want to do that. He had words with my daughter so when he saw LP he felt justified. But if he thinks that’s going to get her kicked out, or me for that matter, fuck that, fuck you. He is messy and he is petty and I see that.

Yeah…

Then daughter turned around and got an attitude with me because she thought I was reading her text message.

I’m ready for her to go.

I went to karaoke last night. Hadn’t been in a while. I was greeted by Echo and his brother Bam and the rest of the crew plus the DJ. Echo came by me and hugged me, squeezed me tight and I almost cried. Mandy left early. She has surgery on her knee Friday. Rob & Alli did their thing. Telis and her guy were there. It was fun. I didn’t sing though I probably should have. It was an alternative rock and hip hop night apparently with Pony thrown in for that Magic Mike effect. ::smh::

So the almost crying part, it’s like when I’m out I try to have fun. Then I have a moment when someone asks, how is every thing or they ask how am I doing and it’s like we’re supposed to be having fun. Then the dreaded “Are you okay?” I swear even if nothing is wrong that question will make anyone cry. LOL DJ saw my Facebook post about my Monday and knew I was feeling some kind of way. I sat next to him most of the night in between hugs from all my peeps. Had a chance to catch up with Tray P. She has a friend that showed up to sing. Turns out this friend is someone I knew from karaoke at Talayna’s.

So I went home got undressed and I couldn’t sleep. I think at some point I fell asleep, but don’t know when. So last night was like a nap. I think I will go to the store after work (baby daddy money came through yesterday) and buy stuff for dinner then come home and take a nap.

Tomorrow after work I have a staff meeting. I’m off on Monday because I have to work on Labor Day Weekend Saturday for the Japanese Festival. Then I’m off on Monday again. At least that Monday I don’t have to go to school. I think.

And that’s my spill for now. Going to watch Zoo.

Take care…

Kindest regards,
Sister