Crazy weekend. in Since OD is shutting down....

So I’ll start with Saturday. I clocked in at 10am, I always come early so I can get a bunch of shit done. The day went okay other than not making much money. I was to be off at 7 but we got slammed so I ended up being there until about 9pm. For whatever reason, I decided I needed to see if the old roommate was at work. I drove by but his car wasn’t there so I had a friend call and apparently he had the night off. I am still completely unsure why I’m still worried about him. Friends say it’s because I want what I can’t have, I believe it’s just because I miss him.

Well I get home still wired from work and knew I had to be up super early to make the drive to see my friend. I just can’t fucking sleep to save my soul. I think I finally fell asleep about 1am and got up at 6am. I had to pack stuff like make up and a change of clothes, get gas, get breakfast and finally hit the road. There was a lot of traffic but still made good time.

My friend and I had a wonderful visit. She made me laugh like she always did, to the point I was physically in pain. I just love seeing her and knowing it means just as much to her as it does me. I plan to go back in the next 2 or 3 weeks. This weekend I have to work Friday night and then all day Saturday and Sunday. I plan to take little one Saturday night if I can get out of there on time.

I saw the grandparents on the way back. My Grampa and I visited for about 3 hours and then I went over and saw my Grandma and my uncle until about 11:30. We got to talking about my parents and how all they ever want is money. I know that my Mom stays away from them simply because my Uncle won’t give her money and won’t allow my Grandma too either. It’s a really sad situation but there’s nothing anyone can do to fix it.

I got back super late Sunday night and slept all day yesterday. I only got up to eat and pee. My Grandma is really adamant about me losing weight because of the health risks associated with carrying around more than I need. I completely agree with her. It’s just so hard to eat right because of my schedule and by the time I get off work, I just want to eat something quick so I can smoke. I need to start making food and then I have it when I get home. I want to start eating more salads and what not. I know I can do it because I have before, I just always tell myself I’ll do it tomorrow or next week and then I’m still doing the same thing. I desperately need to start making some changes because I am getting older and it’s going to be that much more of a struggle if I don’t do something about it now.

Anyways, I’m just doing laundry and getting ready for another work week. I’m really hoping that I can make some money tonight so I can buy some healthy stuff and make something healthy everyday so I’m not wasting money going to get something from a drive through and all that. I gotta start making this a priority.