Tired. in My this and that

I feel like I’ve been tired for a really long time. Today it’s overwhelming. The past couple days all I can think about is getting back to my bed, or at least cozy on my couch. I don’t want to do anything, or talk to anyone… the only person I want to be around is Ben…
I don’t want to make plans, I’m too tired to make plans… I can’t think straight.
My nurse said I may never get back to my “normal” energy level. Talk about scary…

The doctor seemed more optimistic but said it could take a long while.
She suggested I start doing weights, build up my muscle.

Someday soon I will… My weekend plans just got blown up, so maybe I’ll have lots of time to myself to rest.