Hawaii Nei... in Talk Story

Aloha…

Just came in from washing my car… all the while listening to Hawaiian music on the stereo in the garage…

The music is bitter-sweet… too many memories reappear… the memories are wonderful… but dealing with the loss of them is not as wonderful…

I miss family… not my ex… well at least not the person she became… I do miss Emily… and my daughter Jennifer…

I miss my mom and dad… and my two younger brothers…

Time heals… but a lot of the pain remains…

I hurt my lower back yesterday… and found that walking helped with the pain… so I thought that washing the car would help as well…

It did… the pain is much removed… and…

My car is clean again…!