circadian rhythm. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.

which in my head i always pronounce is as sar-,cadian rhytm. but more on words later. anyway.
so right. like i said i recently got new curtains. well and again ok so i didn’t personally go out and get them myself. they were got for me. er bought i mean.and installed. and also like i said they’re dark brown which makes everything darker.
now it really feels like it’s 2 a.m. in my rm. even when it’s not. I used to have these yellow curtains which i liked. I never open the blinds [which.is why i’m bad w/ plants. i also don’t like natural light streaming in unless it’s from a skylight. i’m fine when i’m out in it though. the natural light i mean] but usually my overhead light’s on. which makes my body think it’s like.darker than it actually is outside. also I sleep during the day so. no but um when we were in SF and I actually went out and did stuff I adjusted to a diurnal schedule. cause i had stuff to do and i was on holiday and didn’t want to miss.anything. it’s really cool there.
it’s just weird.it reminds me of being in the Anne Frank house. The windows had black curtains or paper or w/e on them. and i get why. [it’s really sad there btw if anyone’s thinking of going.glad i went].
so yeah. curtains and circadian rhythm.