going to the bar. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.

which well i’m not. no oh wait i am. i’m just not going at this moment at 1:20 a.m. yeah um valerie i are going to milo’s. no but i mean i’m not going to my bar.
yes so we went to my bar last wk. where like i said we each got a shot. for $2. and they’re good shots too. and i forgot to ask for a receipt. damnit. well anyway. so um. ...... well at first when we first got there before we even went in i was thinking maybe this isn’t such a good idea. and i knew we didn’t have to go. we could’ve gone to king’s. actually i don’t like the king’s there it’s depressing as fuk. but anyway the point being. so yeah. so.it was weird. i won’t have drinks w/ just anyone in fact i won’t have them w/ most people. and i’m not that comfortable having drinks w/ most people. like not my mom my sister my dad my..........whoever. and then you know. i had a sip and it was better. oh and i saw jessica there. jessica matty and markus’ friend jessica. the gay couple. the actors. i hadn’t seen her in almost 3 yrs. i think. and there she was. i’m always hoping i’ll see someone i know there but then i don’t. but when i don’t do that...........oh and lindsey was there. lindsey the owner i mean lindsey c. not the other lindsey lindsey s. yeah i don’t like that lindsey lindsey c. um so when valerie went to the restroom jessica came over and said hi to me and asked how i was and i said i was ok. she’s always been nice. we’re not close or anything but she’s always............yeah been nice. and she was there that night the night of the bar............winter............sex.thing. well she was there at the bar when i was there. the thing happened when i got back to my place. i’ll never forget that about her.
so uh yeah. and it was just like how it used to be back when i went regularly. it got comfortable and also i’d had a bit to drink. um. and i saw someone i know.there. and of course by the time we had to leave that’s when i didn’t want to.