wanting to cause problems. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.

i think that.i’m projecting. i feel like this whole evan thing has left me.well i feelempty feel empty and i don’t like that feeling. you know we had problems and we had adventure and it was interesting and we.well it wasn’t always good.um. so i’m causing problems somewhere else. well i’ve always been the type ofperson who does it’s just.since i’ve moved no one’s said much about it.um. so...... well ok so wed. valerie came 4 - 6:30. and i textmailed her and asked for 4 - 7.cause the lady goes to church well apparently before 7 on wed. well on wed. i get valerie’s reply like an hr. before 4. as i’m busy a sleeping and 2 getting ready so. i was ready by 4 so you know that wasn’t an issue. and i don’t verbalise my plans to the lady unless it has to do w/ the bus. well i didn’t know valerie had told her that we’d be bak by 6:30. well and i didn’t want her to. cause i didn’t want things to go smothly. i wanted the lady to be surprised by the fact that i was back early.
i don’t think.valerie’s the kindof person who causes problems. stephanie wasn’t either. and it’s hard for me cause i don’t relate to people who don’t. which is another reason i don’t relate to them. um. so yeah.