at least i can cry at almost 4 in the morning. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.

yeah so i cried today. a bit. well actually i’m a pretty emotional person.i’m just not outward about it. but yeah like i said. i cried at almost 4 in the morning. 3:40.a bit for not for v. long. it was kindof like a panic attack but not really cause i wasn’t all that scared. i thought about calling someone but it was one of those no just let me do this and i’ll be fine.
there’s something.nice about crying when people are almost waking up. the lady gets up at 4 sometimes 5. that early morning feeling way before most things are open though some things never close.like king’s which is one thing i like about it. um. when it’s dark no one can see you cry and, i like that. and i’m thinking i should get headphones and plug them into my computer and listen to music and cry. yes but that’s why i don’t is cause i might not stop after an hr. or so. and right now thinking about it an hr. seemslong in theory even though it’s really not. but ya know.we all have places and times where when we’re comfortable so. evidently almost 4 in the morning happens to be mine.