Findings in the closet. in Since OD is shutting down....

So my days off went good. I slept a lot on Sunday and then yesterday I actually showered and ran some errands. My niece and her Mom ended up coming over in the evening and little one spent the night. She has since gone home and I am just trying to get ready for my day because I work in a few hours.

My brother’s girlfriend and I decided to try and find the charger cord for the battery that goes to my drill and the flashlight because the old roommate had taken it for the camping trip. I decide to go look in his closet and low and behold, up on the shelf was one of my makeup bags. Inside, was something that could have put us both away for like 10 years. I won’t come right out and say what it was because I am so glad I found it and disposed of it. I am so angry that this person would have the nerve to bring this into my house, especially knowing I have a 5 year old that comes over so much.

I knew even before this that I wasn’t going to let him come back and now, I am more certain than I’ve ever been. It explains so much about him and his personality. I just can’t believe that someone would bring this into my house, and not even bother to mention it even after everything that’s happened. I just don’t think him and I will ever be alright and I am getting more and more okay with it every fucking day.

This person did nothing but display how many fucks he did not give, not only about himself but my life as well. I don’t do anything illegal and to find so many bad things in my house is astounding. Again, there will NEVER be another roommate and it’s going to be a very long time from now before I even think about considering it.

I am so angry that this person would put me in this position and didn’t give any fucks whatsoever. I could have ended up in jail over shit that I seriously didn’t even know was in my fucking house!!! I am just so thankful that I’ve gone through all of his stuff and saved myself a lot of bullshit.

My God. I am so grateful I am moving on and I am able to recover from all of this. Anyways, gotta get ready to go get my nails done.