i just thought. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.

‘i just thought.that we’d be the main people in each other’s lives.........like in the past.3 yrs. or so he’s the last main friend i’ve had since. cause i don’t want to get to know people cause they’ll all leave [and don’t try to convince me otherwise. maybe i’m ok being a cynic] and also i’m an introvert. so why would i want to be around more people that doesn’t sound fun. when i was living by myself that’s when i did things w/ people but now that i’m not.........well and other, factors. i thought we were in the same place w/ the Pat thing but apparently we’re not. but i wanted us to be. cause i didn’t want to be alone. ‘