Frustration in meh...

Life is bananas.

In light of these officer involved shootings, my friend tried to feed me the compliance routine. Compliance didn’t work for Eric Garner.

Then people killing each other…in my old neighborhood or close to it, someone shot three people in front of a store, killing two. Today I read the news to see that the same store got bombed at 2:30a.

I heard about the Dallas shootings a bit before I went to bed but I didn’t give it too much weight because I didn’t want that on my mind as I went to sleep.

Got to calculating some things and realized with this new clock in system, I’ve been shorted on my hours. Anyone that knows me knows I’m always here before 8:00 and I usually take my lunches at my desk so my clocking in and out is a result of me forgetting because this shit is new. So where as I usually get paid for 75.00 it came out to 74.77. I can not afford to not get all of my money. There is a place to write in the discrepancy issue, but I thought that my supervisor was supposed to straighten that out. I hate this new system. I’d rather have a machine to punch into or for it to boot up once the computer is turned on. One less thing I have to do. So now I have to be hypervigilant about my time. It sucks.

Also during that calculation I’ve realized how broke I’m going to be over the next few months. It really, REALLY sucks. School is next month, I need books, I’m in a bad way.

I want to go live on an island where nothing is necessary. No money, grow my own food, and just live. Life shouldn’t be this hard, yet it is.

Sister…