How Am I Suppose to Answer? in meh...

lol

I received a call at work from a former co-worker. One of my security boos. He’s been gone for about a year or so. When he left his girlfriend was pregnant he had high hopes about his future earning potential and being a police officer. He informed me that he applied for a third shift position in security. Looking to come back. We had a great conversation. His baby girl is a year old and apparently twerking. LOL

Great conversation. That was my boy.

So. He asked me about my love life. I told him it sucked. Then he said I was giving my boyfriend a hard time. I told him I don’t have one. He said, “Whaaat?” like he was shocked about that then asked why. I said, I don’t know! Nobody likes me. He said come on now. You’re alright.

I mean that’s a question I’ve been wondering how to answer for some time now because I get that question a lot. My answers vary:

No one likes me.
I’m too fat for some people that are stuck on a gimmick of their ideal woman.
They just want to hook up or cheat with me and not really be with me.
I’m too old to be creeping and being with someone else’s guy.
I’m not running around all hot and bothered like I just HAVE to be with someone because when you do, you end up in some bullshit. And I don’t have the patience for is bullshit.
I don’t really put myself out there and when I do I’m supposed to just take what I can get? I don’t think so.

So that’s it today.
It rained a little.
I’m hungry.

Kindest regards,
Sister