Today in meh...

I’m going to bypass all the pettiness inside of me today. Well, I’m going to bypass writing about it because every day something happens that causes me to become irate and snippy. I will not blame it on PMS today and chalk it up to me being old and crotchety. I am old and crotchety and becoming the female version of my grandfather. LOL

Today in 1998 he passed away. My son was 3 months old, I had just turned 24 the week before. His birthday was about a week away on July 5. I miss him. I just wished my children would have gotten to know him. I think he and my son would have been on the best terms ever.

Today I’m standing at my desk typing this because I need a new bed altogether. My lower back is killing me. My entire body is hurting for real. I know I need to get to exercising but when I say I am only motivated to either watch tv or sleep, the struggle is really real.

(petty moment-this woman who volunteers upstairs smells like she used Lysol as perfume)

The steps in my house are rather steep for apartment steps and I often find myself walking up and down them one at a time. It’s horrible. Weight gain is part of the problem, but another part is I’m getting old. Seems as if I’m going to have to read a book about aging and getting over my fear of dying. In all seriousness, I’ve witnessed me aging over the past few years I’ve been in my apartment.

At any rate....

Today is gonna be the day, is gonna be the day. For what? Who knows. Do I want to know? Not really.

Kindest regards,
Sister