AC. and printers. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.

yeah so the AC guy came today. when she told me that it’s like oh god no. I’ve actually covered the vent in my room so i don’t get AC. so that’s not the issue. no the issue is the rest of the house. people and their weird obsession w/ being cold. I don’t enjoy being cold. i don’t particularly enjoy being too hot either but i’d much rather be too hot than too cold. A few times lately I’ve been so cold i’ve almost been shivering. yeah no that’s a problem for me. AC is so weird. like it’s unnatural to me. i feel like it’s winter.
And ceiling fans make me dizzy. and when the window’s open i don’t like the sound of cars whooshing by. yeah she’s like ‘do you want to open your door a bit?’ um no.i don’t like doors being open either. like again. i don’t get that hot. like really i’m fine. [well i’m not fine but i’m ok like this]. however unlike at my last house at least she sees me once a day so.unlike stephanie who,sometimes didn’t. i’m more worried about being too cold then too hot to be perfectly honest. My room is warm and stuffy and I like it it’s comfortable for me. i mean i get a bit dizzy at times and sleepy but that’s it. also it astonishes me that more ladies aren’t self conscious in the summer. i am. I have a big container of lemonade in my closet so..........[well i have 2 actually but i’m near done w/ 1]. i think i got this. see this is why i couldn’t have this job. i don’t outwardly care that much about people. also if they need/want something they can come to me about it. [well i mean this isn’t something i personally do]. which is why i’d make a terrible receptionist. i’d sit there w/ the stack of papers and not say anything untill they did.
[i don’t know that i’m actually supposed to have beverages in my closet but if i leave them on the counter jennifer will have it so. she demolished that box of ritz i had out. i’m not upset that she had them: i’m upset, she didn’t open the box like a um normal person........and she left an opening in the bottom. and ewy. the opening i mean. i’m kindof freaked out by that stuff. if i put it the lemonade in the fridge then i’ll have to take it out and wait awhile so it’s not so cold.so. yeah...........my closet it is. although actually i’m starting to like that plan. that way i don’t have to wait for it to not be as cold the beverage. yeah it’s such a shock when something is that cold when it’s come straight out of the fridge. and i don’t like that shock].
So earlier. well my printer decided to be difficult. [i know like i’m one to talk]. so i’ve had this printer since college. Earlier it kept telling me to clear any obstructions. well when i looked there weren’t any. So then when the ink cartridge was in it it told me it wasn’t in correctly. I looked online cause like i won’t ask for help. and by ‘ask’ i mean verbally, ask. i don’t like..........verbalising things. so I spent about 2 hrs. trying to get the damn thing to work.to no avail. oh it has as i might’ve mentioned one of those covers to where it doesn’t open all the way so you can’t see all that clearly. and so there’s quite a narrow space. which is stupid. worst. printer design. ever. so that was the most exciting part of my day the printer thing.
but no. i live for this weather. so that got to me. the most i can do is tell her i’m fine. and still not reveal anything personal about myself. i’ve had heat exhaustion [well not recently. 2 yrs. ago i had it. i was in the tunnel which might’ve helped me get better. no one knew. no of course not knowing me] and that’s no better than being too cold. but..........she doesn’t need to know that. she’d only worry further and then.and then the whole thing might be more trouble than it’s worth so. and that wouldn’t help anyone get anywhere. [this is why i don’t think honesty is the best policy]. i’ll just keep on telling her i’m fine. but i think she knows by now that the best way to drive me away is to keep pushing me. she figured this out w/ the bed moving thing. she asked me about it 2, 3 times and then it was just kindof like ‘ok well she’s going to give me the same answer and not work w/ me on this so.no point in bringing it up again. we’re not getting anywhere’ and so she stopped. stephanie wouldn’t’ve done that. but i’ve eluded to my explanation of this in another entry so. yeah that happened.