um. evan stuff. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.

cause i can’t think of a better title.

so, again. copied from my fb: ‘um. if a friend of mine isn’t someone i can at least introduce to my friend Mark and be ok w/ it then.apparently i’m not sure about that person. [i mean the other person not Mark. no i’m ok w/ Mark]. ‘

and the other person beig evan. yeah.........cause. ever since he spiked out recently that one time at whole foods i’ve.been embarassed to be seen w/ him. and he didn’t even apologise to the lady. and when we talked about it he’s like ‘i can’t apologise to her’. well again to me when someone says can’t usually they mean physically. so i don’t understand what he meant by that. and i keep wanting to but it shouldn’t even be my responsibility to. which is why i haven’t. it’s not that hard to apologise to someone for something like that.

Mark and I aren’t that close but.......we have a condifentiality agreement. confidentiality i mean. w/e i tell him he won’t tell. he’s a little um tame unlike evan. which is what i liked about evan.
.............at first.

so.........also, copied from my fb: ‘ya know. i was thinking about it and. well i was thinking about what i’ve learned from him......well what i don’t want.as usual. i could tell you a ‘thousand’ things i don’t want/like but when it comes to what i do.........no but i actually do know what i don’t want in someone.and um. i learned the power of love via him and.......and Pat. ‘

again. ‘him’ being evan. i don’t want someone who i’m embarassed to be seen w/ or who won’t be there as much as i need them to be. i don’t want someone who will um well abuse me. [cmon just call it like it is]. and yet.i seem to attract guys that will. i learned.........that from him i learned what i don’t want.