i found it/you don't want someone who's broken in yes i'm aware it's 2016.

so i found it. the entry in which i mention that.er something about the guy i hooked up w/ w/o actually hooking up.or w/e you want to call it. anyway it was in my entry entitled ‘think it’s time/not a big crier’. and the part i’m referring to is ‘ well i’m bitchy sober too but when I got drunk really drunk..................i wouldn’t think anyone wants to be around that. people are like ‘you’re so sweet’. no you’re just lucky you don’t know me. that’s funny cause i was thinking about that lately. in regards to the guy i um ‘hooked up w/ ‘ or w/e you want to call it. not recently. 3 yrs. ago actually. but that’s for another entry. ‘

anyway. and so this is that other entry.

so. It was a little over 3 yrs. ago now. It was before I met alex the jerk and i know this cause i told alex the jerk about it. it must’ve been winter and I remember cause it was cold that night. but for some reason I wasn’t wearing my big winter coat. i was however wearing this insanely comfortable sweater dress. and yes. it’s short. um and maybe boots yes probably ad well i had a coat.
anywyay so it was a Thurs. and I know that cause i went to milo’s on Thurs. I met these guys there and i think one of them wanted to impress me. So he got up and sang white snake’s ‘here i go again’ but he wasn’t........all that good. At some point we went to the smoking balcony and sat on the sofa. He was awkward and i’m like ‘you don’t.know how to talk to girls do you?’ and he didn’t. i don’t remember ordering it so he and his friends must’ve bought me a long island. and those things will get you drunk. We went back to his place where I think i had chicken. and we wentto his room.and made out. it was something like 3 a.m. by that time. In between leaving his room and going into the living room I thought ‘you don’t want someone who’s broken’ or something like that. so I got to the living room where I left him a note w/ my number. far as i know he never called.
he lived by where i went to middle school so i figured out the way to my place.and i walked. and it was that biting bitter morning cold it took about 3 hrs. or so of walking. when i finally got there i was so glad to be inside.where it was warm. 2/3 of the way there i realised i could’ve gone downtown and taken a bus. yeah go me. and i didn’t trust cabs at the time and i still don’t.

so yeah. that’s my story.of that. er about that i mean. wow thought it’d be longer.