other things about that summer. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.

this, goes along w/ my last entry about the summer i turned 18. i remember........eating pasta. well microwaving it and then eating it as i don’t cook. which is what i............well that’s what i ate as i just said but this refers to........ ‘I do remember that eating was the only thing that killed the pain and i presume i mean/t emotionally.’ .

and i remember. watching tv in the living room. and eating.........no maybe i didn’t eat there. i also ate carrots and ranch apparently. i watched ‘friends
‘the cosby show’ ‘that 70’s show’. i don’t watch tv in their living room at night nor do i eat there at night.

that was before i became even more self conscious. i remember cause i wasn’t wearing a coat nearly all the time.