reviews. no not actual ones. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

and again. from my fb:

‘reviews. [no not actual ones]. ok there are all these reasons to be er w/ him. like a movie has all these good reviews. and then 1 bad one. [not that i pay attention to reviews ok so..........well that didn’t work well. let’s try this again]. ya know it’s like i have 1,000 to be. but then.......no. [and again. damnit]. ok so i have more reasons to be w/ him than to not. but the few i have to not. well those are pretty big. to me anyway. i can’t have that kindof influence in my life right now if ever. and 3 yrs. ago i knew it and everybody else did too. but i’m too damn tenacious to listen. it’s like a friend could tell me ‘oh you should read more’ and then however long later i’m ‘oh i know. i should read more’. ‘yeah i know that’s what i said. weren’t you listening?’ no no i wasn’t cause i don’t. [and yes. i actually should read more]. ‘