And it rises again... in General musings

So, since the annual large train event is in two weeks, is it a surprise that fuckface would emerge? Text message on my phone this morning:
Hi. I do not mean to bother you and I hope all is well with you. All is good here but I wanted you to know that you are always on my mind and I miss you so much that it physically hurts. I am sorry for anything I did to make you pull away and wish I could turn back time. As time goes on I think how short life really is and think about what matters and what doesn’t. You matter so much and I was an asshole to not realize just how much.
I am not asking you to forgive me but to just understand and hopefully a simple ok reply. I have been wanting to tell you this for a while but when you did not reply to any of my texts I would start to write and then stop. I have to get back to work now. Something you never heard from me that you should have long ago and many times… I love you Jo
Take care

oh, fuckballs!