survey thing again. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

Do you have an unspeakable past regret?:
No i’ve never done anything that bad.

What would you have rather done instead?:
um. not done it had i known how i’d feel about it like 2 - 3 yrs. later. or done something else the fuk kindof question is that?

Did you do drugs as a teenager?:
no

Do you have any piercings besides your ears?:
no and not even my ears

What do you think about tattoos in general?:
well i like them on other people. well it depends on where.

Did you have a good day today?:
great now i feel like i ‘have’ to say yes

What is your favorite kind of soup?:
i actually don’t like soup and the reason i don’t like it is cause i don’t like the liquid part.

Where’s your favorite restaurant at? (City):
um

Have you ever been to a Marilyn Manson concert?:
i misread that as ‘monroe’. and o.

Would you go to a Britney Spears concert?:
Probably not. There are a handful of musicians I would go to concerts for, and no offense to Britney Spears but she’s not one of them. i like her stuff.........there’s something not a lot of peopleknow about me.

Are you going to Coachella?:
no............

What’s the sexiest song you know?:
like i know the lyrics to or i’m aware of? and ‘besame mucho’. and then ‘fever’...........yeah i like old stuff.

What type of music can you not stand?:
well i’m not big on metal

What station do you listen to on the radio?:
um i don’t

What would you do if I tapped you on the butt?:
i’d be like oh ok.

Tomatoes or potatoes?:
Tomatoes.

Your favorite nail color?:
um.............

What is something you plan to buy in the next 5 months?:
the usual

What classes did you take this semester?:
I’m not in school.

Can you drive?:
am i able to or do i?

Did you ever watch Blues Clues?:
When it first came on.

Do you know who Eiffel 65 is?:
no

Are you a 90’s child? (not necessarily born in the 90’s but grew up then):
well i was born in ‘87 so yeah

Do you like 90’s fashion?:
no not really

What do you like about this day and age?:
um that we.we understand more about mental disorders and such

What do you like about society?:
um

How are you like society?:
I’m getting better.

Punk rock or rap?:
um...........

Country or Classic Rock?:
Classic rock.

Who do you want to see in concert?:
um tori amos. and queen i wouldn’t want anything loud.

What did you do when you found out Prince passed away?:
i was like ‘oh’.

Do you get nightmares often?:
um. well that’s not a word i use so.

Do you like to dream (not day dream, but dream while you sleep):
um

Have you ever been to a psychologist?:
yeah

Are you diagnosed with a mental illness?:
yes. oh you want to kow what.

Do you take medication?:
No, but I should. i don’t believe in taking things in pill form for me or anyone else. i have no problem w/ people drinking like if they have a headache or something or people smoking weed for that reason. also pills are damn expensive and if i was taking them it wouldn’t just be me and the dr. who would know so.

What is your favorite show on tv right now? (has to be current):
um i don’t watch tv. like on tv.

What magazines would you like to be subbed to?:
well the problem w/ that is then i’d keep them.also i buy magazines for who’s on the cover.

Do you have a youtube channel? And what’s it about if you do?:
yeah. i have 2 and the reason i have 2 is bc i couldn’t remember the password to the 1st one.

What is the meaning of your username?:
well evan calls me that

Do you like making surveys or taking them more?:
i’ve only ever made 1 so.

Were you ever afraid to fly in a plane?:
no.........although i hate taking off i hate the angle.

What is a fear you have overcome?:
um..........

Do you draw?:
I doodle sometimes.

What kind of artistic things do you like to do?:
Writing, photography, dancing.

If you had to play one sport for a living what would it be?:
well hockey and ice skating. yes i realise people don’t ‘play’ ice-skating. and gymnastics. [again iknow people don’t ‘play’ gymnastics]. i took gymnastics once i was like 13. i was in the class w/ all the little kids yeah it was really embarassing.

If you could play an instrument and be a master at it, what would it be?:
Voice. (It’s an instrument.)

If you could have one super power what would it be?:
i don’t like this question

Does your handwriting lean more to the left or right or straight?:
idk

What color is your wallet?:
i have 2 actually i recently got a new one. they’re both black but the new oneisblack w/white like.these curly flower things.

Do you always have gum on you, or do you ask others for gum?:
the reason i don’t is cause i’d eat it way too fast. so i’d have to get likea lot of it. they say trident is good for like.teeth but i’m wondering if it’s as good as actual brushing. like no i’m actually asking isit? and please don’t tell me to ask my dentist.

i remember. back when i was purging i’d just finished purging at albertsons and i asked one of the staff who was outside if she had any gum and she said she didn’t. well i think the reason she wouldn’t give me any is cause.........my breath wasn’t great. yes but that’s why i want it!
although interesting thing: if you’re ever in a bind as they say. the um er. pine needles are great for like.if you chew them you’ll have good breath. but don’t swallow them.

Do you like fruit gum or mint gum better?:
um.............

Do you brush your teeth twice a day every day?:
no. i have issues w/ the length of toothbrushes. and the small ones are um they’re not battery powered so. i don’t really enjoy, brushing my teeth. also i don’t like going slowly. and paying attention to one thing is boring so.

Do you floss everyday?:
no. i don’t like that empty feeling.

Have you had all your wisdom teeth taken out?:
yeah. that was partof my um surgery when i was in college.

How do you feel about abortion?:
you mean what doi think about it.

What do you think of global warming?:
i don’t believe in it. and the reason is bc i don’t know a whole lot about it and i’mkinda ok w/ that. ifi want to know i’ll look it up. i pretty much ignore it.

What is your favorite drama movie?:
um actually i really like ‘fight club’.

Do you like horror movies or hate them?:
um i like the psychological ones

Are you more a cat person or dog person? Only pick 1!:
cats. dogs are clingy as hell.

Would you rather wear a dress or a t-shirt, yes even if you’re a guy:
um i don’t...........i don’t wear either much anymore. actually i haven’t worn a dress in like 3 yrs.bc i don’t go out so. i’m always in layers.

Boots or flip flops?:
like do i prefer them on me or.........?

Summer or Winter?:
summer

Fall or Spring?:
spring

What’s your favorite thing about Halloween?:
um.

What’s your favorite thing about Christmas?:
when it’s over

What do you want for Christmas from your significant other?:
um

When was the last time you were single?:
i was like 23 but everyone thinks i am. i mean we’re not serious oranything.

Have you ever cheated?:
Nope. I wouldn’t ever cheat, either.

Have you ever stolen anything from a store?:
ha yeah. wait like a grocery store or like a grocery store? this is the reason i don’t go to libraries anymore. this is actually why i have an aversion to people bringing up libraries.

If so, what was one thing you stole?:
um books

Do you think it’s wrong to steal or no big deal?:
well i don’t think it’s that wrong when compared to like.murder or rape or something. if it’s from a public place like a store i feel less bad about it then at someone’s house/place of living. although i could never live w/ someone who had. like if they do drugs that’s fine as long as they don’t involve me. if they drink ok. if it’s from a public place like a store [i mean a chain of stores] you’re not hurting anyone. like ifit’s an independent bookstore then i wouldn’t.

Have you ever punched someone in the head?:
no

Has anyone ever punched you in the face?:
no

Have you ever broken a bone?:
yeah

Did you learn a lesson from that if you did and what was it?:
no

Do you recycle?:
Yes. but apparently you have to pay for itin aurora which is weird. yeah i remember stephanie and i talking about that once. in denver you don’t. my family recycled before it was cool to recycle. i remember that stephanie got this big bin for recycling and at first i used it but then i didn’t bc of how massively self conscious iam. and it wasn’t free either. but i didn’t like her and ididn’t care about her so. [well.obviously or else i wouldn’t’ve done the things i did.or, didn’t do actually]. like if kris or jenn asked me to dosomething/not do something then i would’ve.

it’s funny cause i was thinking about this recently. i think i just recycle bc i.just always have. i don’t have like a deep reason for it or anything. although ironically when i get something at/from whole foods i don’t recycle it.

Do you litter?:
no

Do you eat meat?:
no. my god i miss meat. i haven’t had itin like 3 yrs. and not bc i’m opposed to iit or anything. no bc i don’t want people tomake exceptions for me. although i legitimately don’t like steak.

Do you check products for animal cruelty?:
no

Do you use deodorant with aluminum in it?:
Likely, but I have no fear of aluminum.

Do you drink lots of water a day or more other things?:
er you mean daily? i don’t like water so.

How do you like your tea?:
um bottled and sweet.

What’s your favorite dessert?:
oh wowwell i really like cake.

What do you order at Starbucks?:
um...........been awhile

Overalls or MC Hammer pants?:
…The 90s called; they want their fashion disasters back.

Shorts or skirts?:
Skirts.

What’s the worst concert you’ve ever been to?:
i’ve never been.

Do you order things online?:
On occasion.

What is your must check website for everyday?:
well here fb twitter

Are you popular on any sites on the internet?:
If I am, I don’t know it.

Did you do your homework today?:
well no cause i’m not in school.

What is one fun thing you plan to do this summer?:
well there’s the arts fest.

Which season do you wish would last longer?:
summer

Do you like hot weather or cold weather more?:
the hot weather. holy crap i hate the cold.

Do you like to tan?:
omygod tanning’s sobad for you.

When you get to heaven, what’s one thing besides family you wish for?:
um..........

Are you more into audible or reading a book?:
idk

What’s your favorite storybook?:
Define “story book”. If you mean like a kid’s picture book, Where the Wild Things Are by Maurice Sendak.

Do you plan to read something soon? What?:
uh a book.

What kind of stories/books are you into?:
I don’t have a type. If it looks interesting, I’ll at least give the first few chapters a read.

Do you pick at your acne?:
no

Do you have any scars? From what?:
well i cut for 10 yrs. so.

Would you rather paint your room orange or hot pink?:
uh neither

Do you carry a planner with you?:
no those don’t work for me

Do you make to do lists?:
yeah

Do you look more like your mom or dad?:
my god i look like my mom

Are you the youngest sibling? or only child?:
no and no

What is your most recent cool purchase?:

What is the last thing you returned to the store?:
never

What is your favorite video game?:
idk

If you HAD to get a BIG tattoo right now, what would it be?:
um

Do wear any piece of jewelry pretty much everyday?:
you mean ‘daily’? and no

How many pets live in your house?:
well technically it’s not ‘my’ house. ad 1. we had fish but idk where they went.

If they all passed away, what would you get next?:
um

Do you feed your pets gourmet pet food?:
i don’t feed the dog. i mean he gets food just not by me

Do you prefer your nails long or short?:
Short.

How many pillows do you sleep with?:
2. i think i need better ones cause these have fallen flat.

Do you have a 4K TV?:
…I don’t know?

What kind of computer do you have?:
a laptop

What do you wish you had in your room?:
more carpets. my god hardwood floors.

Have you ever won a giant stuffed animal at a carnival?:
Nope.

What is your favorite theme park?:
I’m not much into theme parks.

What is your favorite ride there?:
i don’t like rides

Do you wear socks everyday?:
again. you mean ‘daily’? and yeah i don’t like not wearing socks. whichis interesting since i don’t like wearing shoes.

Do you collect crystals?:
Nope.

Do you regret kissing anyone?:
Nah.

Do you regret having sex with anyone?:
well actually they had sex w/ me cause i was raped so........

What are you wearing right now?:
well clothes

What would you rather be wearing right now?:
I’m okay with this get-up.

Your favorite place to shop for clothes?:
i don’t shop for clothes

And you do not shop for clothes where?:
see above.

What brand is your purse, or backpack?:
um le sportsac

You look horrible in what color?:
white

What’s the worst food you’ve ever encountered?:
um

Who makes the best burgers?:
i don’t eat burgers

Who makes the best ice cream?:
and i don’t like ice cream

What is your favorite frozen treat?:
see above

Would you rather be pale or tan?:
pale

What do you think of people who want to look dead?:
uh ok

Are you more preppy or goth?:
neither

What clique did you fit into when you were in high school?:
um. god that was a long time ago.

What clique did you really not fit into?:
Jeez, take your pick: Stoner, jock, teacher’s pets, AcaDeca…

Did you get in trouble a lot in high school?:
no

Have you ever been arrested?:
no almost though
Do you have a favorite number, what and why?:
42. Douglas Adams fans will understand.

What perfume/cologne do you wear?:
None.

You can’t stand perfumes/colognes that smell like what?:
lavander actually. and vanilla. ad cherry. i have issues w/ that cause of the SA. or anything that smells like lavander. i was wearing those scents the last time i was........yeah. and it’s weird cause a lot of people seem tolike lavander.

Your best of your 5 senses is which sense?:
Smell.

Do you sometimes dream of something, then see it in your life the next day?:
yes once

Did you go to girl scouts/boy scouts?:
no

Have you ever been to summer camp?:
Once.

Your favorite insect?:
butterfly.

Do you believe you are special?:
um wow that sounds bad.

More special than others?:

Are you good at anything, like REALLY good at anything?:
A few things, but I’m not sure I’m exceptionally good at them.

What do you want to be career wise?:
i’m not that kindof person.

What is a goal of yours that you want to accomplish within the next 5 yrs?:
see above.

10 yrs?:
again. see above.

Do you want kids? If so how many?:
ya know i don’t think i do.

Have you already been thinking of names for your children?:
yes

If you had to have kids, who would you have them with?:
Someone who makes me want to have kids with them, because I can see how good a parent they’ll be.

Are you wearing any makeup right now?:
Nope.

Do you prefer to wear makeup in public or none?:
no. i mean i don’t wear make up.

What kind of water do you drink?:
um i don’t

What is your favorite soda pop?:
the dark ones

What is your least favorite soda pop?:
the light ones

Do you like chips a lot?:
chippies. well ot a lot no.

Heels or sandals?:
um.

If you could take any class just for fun what would it be?:
sociology again. actually i tookitin college.

What is your least favorite school subject?:
um.

Art or Science?:
art.

Math or English?:
English.

Do you go to community college, high school or a state college?:
well i’m not currently in school so

Do you wear sunglasses like everyday?:
i have transistions so

Lady Gaga or Nicki Minaj?:
Lady Gaga.

What do you think about celebrity perfumes/colognes?:
um.

Cook or microwave?:
um i microwave if that’s what you’re asking.

Waffles or pancakes?:
Waffles.

How do you like your eggs?:
um unfertilised. i actually haven’t wanted eggs lately.

Tennis shoes or sandals?:
Tennis shoes.

Have you ever gotten a pedicure?:
No. I don’t think I’d enjoy it; I don’t like having my feet touched. either that or it’d tickle me and i don’t like that as i’ll panic. actually a lot of people don’t. thank you twitter.

Do you have long skinny fingers, or short chubby ones?:
i have the long ones.

Are your toes long or short?:
Longish. I can pick things up with my toes.

Are you a mean person?:
well i have been. and people don’t believe that cause i come off as sweet. i wish they’d be like ‘well i don’t see that but i believe that it’s true’. like you know. acknowledge it or w/e. no they’re justlucky they don’t know me.

Do you stand up for what you believe in?:
um..

Would you rather see a comedy show at a bar or a band?:
i’ve actually seen a comedy show in a bar Paul Mooney in the city. ididn’t like it. so a band.

Do you like cilantro?:
i. forget what it tastes like.

What do you get on your burger usually?:
um i don’t

What about on your pizza?:
back when i was still eating pizza.and i stopped bc i got tired of it.i just got a normal pizza w/ cheese. cause again ‘everyone’ thinks i’m a vegetarian cause i don’t eat meat. which well idon’t..........around them. i actually can eat a lot for such a small person. but no one would see that cause i wouldn’t around them. cause they’ll be like ‘wow you ate a lot’.ok no just shut up. like really. and that’s why i never say anything. like people should be able to eat what they want w/o anyone saying anything about it.

i also can carry quite a bit forsomeone of my size. hey 20 lbs. is a lot for me.

Italian or Chinese food?:
Italian.

Sushi or Pizza?:
..................

Buffet or fast food?:
um either

Are you on a diet?:
i don’t like that word.

Do you smoke cigarettes?:
well i have...........

What do you think of weed?:
oh i’m a huge proponent of it.