Then I Will Be Done On The Subject in meh...

So this friend I have at work.
She is like super sweet and kind, but she…I don’t know.

I will tell her I have a taste for something or I want to go somewhere and then she goes with other people and then tells me about it like I’m supposed to be happy for her and not be jealous because I said I wanted to go.

So with the pop up, she told me that she and another coworker were going to come and I was fine with it. They didn’t show up. I didn’t hear from her and it wasn’t really a big deal. Then on Tuesday, she sends me an email telling me she and her crew took someone to this place not too far from work for her birthday but they charged her card twice and still haven’t given her money back. I’m sitting there like so why are you telling me this? It’s not like we were having a conversation about it previously. This was just out of the blue. So I don’t know if she’s putting out a feeler to see how if I’m petty enough to be like don’t talk to me, you didn’t come to my event.

Truth is, I don’t give a shit who said they were coming and didn’t. There was a lot of that. I did have a few waves of friends that showed up and that’s about who I expected to show up. But what I am tripping off of is the ones who are purposely trying not to talk about it. The one person who kept asking about it was the vegetarian who I knew wouldn’t come, but no one else has said anything. No one has offered up excuses. One person forgot it was this past weekend, but he said something. I just really see and feel this tension that people want to say something, but they just don’t and they feel rather stupid for not saying something or showing up. And in the end, I don’t care.

On another note, guy who works in HR has seemingly lost some weight. He wasn’t a huge guy to begin with, but he was healthy. You can see that he’s lost a bit. He looks tired and so I asked him if he was okay. He said he’d just been staying awake watching basketball and that he is ready for a vacation but he can’t take one just yet. Poor guy. If they are being petty, I don’t think he will be around much longer. Hate to see him go. He’s pretty cool. Hope he still has his girlfriend that he paraded through here a while ago.

I think that’s all.

I’m thinking about going to see my crush tonight. He plays the trumpet.
::sighs::

Kindest regards…
Sister