I Wonder - 17.12.13 in Your Face

Three more days of work before a two week break. I freaking need it. I'm just bored. I want the break because I am tired, but also because I know it will be a fast two weeks. Then it will be 2014 and I will be horribly depressed that I am still here.

I can't even bring myself to ask M how his job hunt is going, because he will instantly get his back up, we'll fight and hey! We'll still be apart. It's fucking shitful.

I don't really want to talk about it anyway. Plenty of people have formed judgments about this situation that are incorrect, so I just don't have the energy to vent in here if I have to spend time replying to silly comments from people who clearly don't read every entry I post.

Shit, I'm bitter tonight.

I just need a change. I was in a rut and decided to get out of it, but it's like I can't quite get a foothold.

I don't even have anything to read. I really need to go to a second hand bookshop. I have dusted off my kindle, but there aren't any cheap books available for me right now.