TWITTER: Pits in BookThree: Flight Log 2016

RoFL. I should just quit the Move In thing if I’m going to stay up to date here, lol. But… as I can’t post from Home, I suppose keeping that up and uploading it when I can get to a personal computer with internet (IE: Omaha) is a good way to protect my sanity.

I did everything right today. I woke up, ate a bowl of cereal, showered, shaved, got dressed and walked to work. Arrived before anyone else in the office. At every other job I’ve ever had… that would start me off right. I’d be cheery and start on a good foot for the rest of the day. That didn’t happen in this job. I got here, sat in my desk, and slumped. “Okay,” I thought, “here I am!” While today, I have some kind of schedule where I am reasonably sure of what to do… or at least where to go… I’m just… in a slump. And, honestly, I can’t help feel that it is just… everything coming together. I can’t shake it but… really that is the hardest of all of this and it is so tough to try to get over. I know Wife is going to hate it here. I’m aware of that. She’s not going to know what to do with herself every day and all of my urging to talk to my parents or pick up a hobby she can sell on EBay (like Costume Sewing or Photography… as she is an excellent photographer and sewer) hasn’t really gotten through to her. I know she’s going to hate it here… but selfishly… I need her here. Just like… no, I’m not certain what we’re going to do with “all of that space” when the house is finished. But moving into that house… getting things situated and getting all services installed and started. I need that. I need to feel like some parts of my life are “normal” so I can focus on tackling the parts that will always be stressful (town size, job). LITERALLY counting down the days!

46 Days left.