"MORE THAN WHAT YOU CAN ONLY SEE" in "RESTLESS: POETICALLY-SPEAKING"

Let those questions about me
Yeah, let them drive you crazy
Am I the one and only?
I think there are others you also see
I’ll just remain your unsolved mystery

You think you can always switch on your charm
without causing anyone harm
I know I’m not the only one
There are those you’ve been playing around
I’m not blind; I know what you’ve done

Instead, why don’t you just take her out?
Who?
The one you were with that night
No worries, I’ll be alright
I’d rather do something else that is worth the fight

Am I angry?
I’ve read early signs of how we could never be
I’m just not easy, you see?
If I got myself in too deep; the day you leave might be the death of me
and destruction of my sanity
I deserve more than what’s temporary

Go ahead, take her out with you instead
I doubt those questions about me will haunt you at night
I’d rather keep my head
Behind these walls I hide
Order always fights chaos with all its might

I refuse to be just another girl, another story
I’d rather remain an unsolved mystery
Please stop acting like you can be my one and only
if you have no idea how to respect me

For now, I’ll just keep driving you crazy…

**R.

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