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Happy Valentines Day to you all. I hope your day is going superb!
This morning I woke up, did laundry, cleaned the house, send mykl out the door with Matt to get his game for his DS. Some more cooking and some more cleaning. Lexi got up at noon ( yes..... shes growing up and getting up later and later)

Today is no special, like any other days. Even though it’s valentines day.

It is kind of weird, but I am used to not getting anything. Except the first valentines day together ( I will get something) but every year after that, I get nothing. So I am used to it.

I was with Matt for 10 years, he got me nothing for Valentines day, got me nothing for birthdays or Christmas or any other special holidays. So for that long I’m used to it.

When Ryan and I first got together he got me roses, candies, a card… it was really thoughtful… But like Matt, he got me nothing the year after that, or this year.. He got me nothing… I am not angry, I’m used to it.

While I was sitting on the bed surfing the net, and reading love letters that people posted. I looked over to Ryan and said ” Happy Valentines Day” he said it back, but then he glanced over to the laptop and see what I was reading and said ” your mad you got nothing”
I looked at him and said ” Nope not even a little bit. I’m just used to it”

He got pissed and rolled over and took a nap. He is sick today. Sinus pressure, bad cold and horrible throat sore. So I am going to go to the store and grab cold drops, Vicks Tissues and some oranges. I hope he will feel better soon.

I am making Ham, mashed potatoes, stuffing, and cheesecake for dinner. Yum!

My kids got their valentines day gift. Lexi is on her phone chatting with her friend, and eating apple at the moment. Mykl is in dining room playing with his new DS game on his DS. Look like everyone is content today. I am too :)

Happy Valentines day guys.