trying to remember..........stuff the wk. of sun. the 7th to sat. the 13th. day before yesterday. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.

i..........yeah. i’ve been trying to remember what all happened last wk. um.............on Sun. I did my laundry that wasn’t too exciting it usually isn’t.
on............Mon. valerie i went to............wendy’s i think it was. we talked about.uh i don’t remember.
Tues. i.don’t think i did anything.
Wed. I went to the store. and the liquor store. i have this habit of spending a bunch of my food money at once esp. if it’s been awhile since I last did. which isn’t a bad plan exactly i just um.well that’s one thing deterring me from going twice a wk. to the grocery store. The other is scheduling. not like i could walk there. [well i mean ok i could but it would probably take awhile.] Ya know it’s not like ‘ok i’m going to go to the store at 3 in the afternoon’. no the lady wants me to schedule it w/ her. also unless i save er don’t use all of my food money they don’t suddenly give me more. the food people. and even if I took the bus there I’d have to schedule the bus so. We have city buses here which you don’t schedule but i don’t trust myself enough to take them so.yeah.
um so anyway.at the store...........i oh so i got a cup.a coffee cup. w/ hearts on it.as.i like hearts. and the sweet tarts candy hears one foy my sister. also i want to start getting dishes for my new place before i move not after. I was going to get chocolate but i didn’t. btw it’s weird to me that people drink things other than coffee out of hot beverage cups. i mean they’re called coffee cups for a reason.
right so when I was at the self checkout the lady took my basket away and it’s like hey! i wasn’t finished paying. The cup was still in it. as i had 2 forms of payment which i told her and she’s like ‘oh that’s ok’. no i’m not apologising for it you don’t need to tell me that.i don’t like when people do that. no i’m explaining in case she wondered about it. although this one time.at safeway I’d bought food w/ my food card and I was going to buy a magazine. so it was still on the self checkout shelf. and the lady’s like ‘are you going to buy that? cause otherwise i’ll have to put it back’. yeah i know. and I told her I had 2 forms of payment and.........i think that was it.maybe. The staff at that Safeway aren’t that nice. except for Cheryl who was awesome. actually i don’t prefer Safeway in general as it’s not 24 hrs. and also you’re not allowed to mute the self checkouts. but i really don’t prefer that one. um anyway. yeah but the King’s people seem pretty cool.
so I also got frosting, burritos, strawberries and vitaminwater. I have this thing where i overdo things. and so i got............um 12 burritos to make up for not having gone to the store in well at that point it’d been 3.5 wks. so that’s why i didn’t get more stuff. had i i wouldn’t’ve had all that much left over.for food money. so yeah.
um so like i said I went to the liquor store.and got whiskey. that liquor store guy is still really nice. I’ve noticed that fireball also tastes like alcohol.i mean it should since it you know.is. no but i’ve only noticed this recently.
So after I got back from the store i.called Milton and brought up what I’d emailed him about which was that I wondered if my sister would be allowed to stay w/ me if something came up. well she’s not. and that would be the same if i were living w/ anyone else who has the same job the lady does. honestly if something did come up I wouldn’t want my sister staying w/ my mom cause i’m that damn entitled.always have been.yeah i’m not proud of that.um. but that’s more my issue than theirs. ya know or when i’m at the mall i don’t like when the other people there don’t ask me where a store is.esp. when i’m right the fuk there.
and Milton & I talked about Megan’s letter.Megan’s my dr.we agreed that unless it’s good news he won’t tell me. oh but he’s going to tell me my blood type which is ok. that’s why i had a blood test to begin w/.well apparently they also check for liver and kidney stuff which was why I’d been avoiding it for forevers. so i won’t know the results which i’m ok w/.if I did i’d just worry more. and also i think like.i’d have to schedule an appt. w/ Megan for like if i had liver issues.and no. and then if i did and they decided to do something about that [like i know what to do about it. start eating and stop drinking.see that’s the other reason i never go to the drs.i don’t need them or anyone else insulting my intelligence. don’t tell me what’s wrong w/ me just give me the damn prescription] then. it wouldn’t be just between Megan & I. if it was just between me and her then maybe i would but since it’s not.um but anyway he was cool about it.
So on Wed. no wait that was Wed. nvrm.
right so Thurs. I went to my mom’s. she and my dad weren’t at the house which i was ok w/.i left a note telling them where i was and what time i’d arrived. I um. ok So the bus driver was training a new guy which untill I got on the bus I didn’t know.and. so we’re going towards the bus and I thought he was going to the driver’s side. When I realised he wasn’t I went in the direction of towards the back of the bus so I wouldn’t have him in my personal space and he’s like ‘it’s right’ and i’m ‘yeah i know’. like i’m doing this for a reason. so the bus ride was ok long. so when I got off the bus they were on either side of the door. and i don’t like going between people like that. So I hurried out and hurried to my mom’s. The new driver guy followed me.ok i don’t require that much assistance. i didn’t say anything cause he was new and also i think he was african.so.
uh so..........I went out.oh that was the day I was so godamn tired.cause.sleep deprivation. I didn’t sleep a whole lot that day cause I was afraid I’d miss the bus. omygod. actually i wasn’t super emotional i was just really tired. um..........i I went out. i went to. oh right I went to Whole Foods and got sesame noodles. cause i’ve been wanting noodlels lately and also it’s food. They weren’t that great the after taste wasn’t it wasn’t good. i didn’t get a beverage cause i couldn’t decide.and also like i said i was really godamn tired. I ate outside which was nice.oh that was the day i talked to that awesome hippie tree lady.she was beautiful.and awesome. well actually she talked to me rather but i.also engaged in conversation for a short while w/ her. um i forgot what else happened that day but it was.an interesting day. w/ the bus and the hippie lady and probably maybe some other things. oh i went to my park for a short while. um went back to my mom’s had dinner we watched tv.
So then on Fri. my sister & I went to this creepy looking Chinese place. i got chow mein.which apparently well it’s like fries.i was picturing um. noodles w/ vegebles.but no. I had brocolli and rice.i don’t like rice unless it’s white rice.but if it’s other rice I won’t eat it.which that was. So we went across the st. to a corner store type thing where we got sodas. We did this while we were waiting. then we went to her place where we ate and watched netflix.so that was nice. she took me back to my mom’s after. er our mom’s i mean.
My mom & I went and saw the ‘sisters’ movie which I liked i don’t know that she was a big fan.but she thought some parts were funny. I thought for some reason one of the sisters was going to have a terminal disease but no which i was ok w/. yeah it was good. so then. I went to Whole Foods again where I got a brownie and chai.cause nummy.and warm stuff. back to my mom’s after awhile where I had pasta for dinner we ate in the living room. after a bit the bus came.
So on............Sat. we did room checks.and that was it.

Last updated June 04, 2016