6000 a year ……… in The odd entries from life …….

Wednesday Evening, 17:02:2016

I think I was meant to see this program, I just turn the television on and if there isn’t much on I just choose a disk, but there was a lady talking about her husband who had taken his own life eleven years.

‘Life After Suicide’ was on BBC tonight, Jan got home about half way though so I gave her the television, she needs to relax before bed. It’s ok I well see it tomorrow on the BBC iPlayer service.

I’ve got it on now but its ten past two am, time I went to bed; there is time enough to morrow.

It’s Thursday Monday, 18:02:2016

The last few days I’ve started setting the alarm clock for eight o clock, I feel I should take my old routine, even as a child I got up first, and often I made a morning drink for Mum and Dad. I recall the first time I made them tea, I choose two nice cups and saucer - cups and saucer not used very often. My folks took the cups and drank, I found years latter they didn’t much after I had gone down stairs; cups and saucer not used often gather dust ……

I got up fifteens minuets after the alarm, I had put the dogs frozen food in the bowls before bed, so when I was down stairs their raw meals were ready, by nine I was back in my room and the Mac on, the program started where I finished last night, and it was finished by nine thirty.

Life After Suicide was presented by Angela Stamata, who’s husband had took his own life eleven years ago, Angela presented the program in a calm way talking with people who had been left shattered, she was so good because she was in that position; not a pro trying to feel the situation from outside.

As some there know I have written my feelings, the new people I have talked tp new friends in our location, I have been open with these people and I have benifted from this; the conclosen the program came to. All they talked about family and close family friends could consider suicide in they should find them selfs in a dark place; a worry we will carry with is thrugh life ......

‘6000 a Year’ is the number of suicide each year in the UK, of every five people who kill them selfs four are men

Last updated February 18, 2016