I'm the kind of tired sleep can fix. in Since OD is shutting down....

It’s been one helluva week. I had to go get my dental exam done bright and early at 10am on Monday, then spend 2 and a half hours at the shop for then to put in that tie rod and do an alignment. Why the fuck it took so long is beyond me. The tie rod itself is only a 30 minute job and the alignment is done electronically!!! I’m pretty sure I’m never going back to that place because the last 3 times I’ve been there has been a complete time-consuming fucking hassle! I didn’t have time to shower, clean out my car, or get anything done because they ate up so much of my time!

Then yesterday, I had to go for my dental cleaning at 10am again. I woke up after being at work until almost midnight and dreaded getting up. I was so tired it literally took every ounce of strength to get up and be there on time. The cleaning went fine and I was told I should have my teeth for the rest of my life. I do have some staining from smoking but I’m going to get the patches again and I plan to stop soon. I tried the other day and became emotionally unstable and that’s not good with my job.

I managed to drop my debit card on my way to my car from my dentist. I noticed it immediately so I went back in and asked if anyone had found it and even retraced my steps twice trying to locate it. I called my bank and they cancelled it right away and then my dentist office calls 3 hours later to say someone turned it in. Well, the card was no good so I didn’t care. I don’t know if it had just been turned in right before they called or if some fuck tried to go use it and once it didn’t work, they brought it back. Now, I get to deal with cash for everything because I don’t have my damn debit card. So annoying!

Then, last night I left work before my friend did and she wanted me to come over to do our taxes so I was in a hurry to get home and possibly charge this laptop before going to her house but got slowed down because a fucking cop pulled me over! I apparently didn’t stop at the flashing red light and jumped lanes without a turn signal. I was just so fucking tired that I seriously didn’t even care. I just got warnings though, thank God.

I decided to check the mail when I finally got home and they kicked me off housing because I’ve made so much money lately. Needless to say, I was freaking the fuck out because that means my rent would go up $213 and it would take me that much longer to pay off my credit card and blah blah blah. I was absolutely losing my mind. I went to my friends house and she was very supportive and told me everything would work out but I can’t ever believe that until it actually happens. I was thinking I was either going to move in with her or have to get a roommate, I’m not interested in doing either.

I didn’t get to bed until 3:30 this morning because I was so worried and stressed the fuck out. I called housing at 8:30 this morning and as long as I bring them my next 2 paystubs, my rent will be readjusted. I felt so much better!!! I text my boss and told her what was going on and I asked to be off 2 days a week and only 1 day shift on weekends. I know that I work way too fucking much and I’ve missed so much time with my family that I carry around enough guilt to make me feel like the worst person on the face of the Earth.

Then today, I got breakfast after that phone call and an old friend came over for a few and then I passed out for about 3 hours. I had to get gas, smokes, and make a car payment after I showered so I got all that done. I was at work tonight and I was dragging so bad because I’ve been up late and then up too early every day and it’s starting to get to me. I’m so thankful I get to sleep in tomorrow morning because I am so fucking tired that i can’t hardly stand it.

I’m going to see about getting my taxes done somewhere, depending on how much I’m supposed to get back and what I’ve been charged because there so much of it that I think is too complicated and if I go by Turbo Tax, I’ll get less then I did last year and I made a little bit more so I need another opinion and make sure I’m doing everything right.

So it’s time to scroll through Facebook and get my ass to bed.