Woe is me, deal with my pity party lol in Torridaussity Two

As we all know unless we live under a rock this weekend is Valentine’s day and as I see everyone posting on Facebook about surprises received, surprises being created and just people talking about it, I get all choked up and sad. I know it isn’t the end of the world, but I have never had a valentine. The older I get the more I fear that I will never find someone who wants to be in love with me. I am really down right now more so than other years, I think it is partially because there is another baby explosion amongst my friends and that is another dream the older I get I fear may never happen.
I recently had started talking to a guy and within the first few chats, I knew 99% that he was yet another scammer and I caught him and called him out this one actually admitted it and then tried to convince me he only lied about everything because he knew I wouldn’t talk to the real him. He said he was a white 44 year old widower with a child. He was a 22 year old Black college student in Nigeria. I date all races I just noted it because of the huge difference in who he portrayed himself to be. He took a new route than all the others instead of running away once caught he then continued the scam by saying he would never lie again and he really liked me please give him another chance and I asked him for time (mind you just to mess with him as he messed with me) he gave up just showing that once he knew I was over him he wasn’t getting anything from me. I swear I have a scammer approach me once a week and there have been some really good ones, but I always figure it out and really now I doubt everyone I come into contact with because there have been so many. I always give that old college try to see if they are real or not, but I get mostly the nots. I also get men who are significantly older than me, I am talking in their 60’s trying to contact me. Lastly I get the men who I just can’t date and you might say hey you are single you shouldn’t be so picky, but here are some examples as to why I won’t date them and settle, for I would rather be single than settle.
OK cupid has questions you can answer about yourself and here is one question if they say yes to I will say no to.
Have you ever had a rape fantasy and do you want to carry it out…I can’t date that sorry.
Men who think it is appropriate to send me a dick pic immediately
Men who admit to being male sluts
Men who think I am to be there property and thus will do all that they ask
Men who I have nothing in common with, which takes a lot because I am fairly diverse in my likes and dislikes
Men who just want sex, I want a real relationship

So in summation I will probably be crying all weekend off and on and wishing that the one person in my life I truly want to be my valentine would feel the same and I know that is not going to happen so, another year alone. I do send out love to you all though, thanks for listening to my pity party.