*insert sad face here* in meh...

I dream of being held
I miss the connection of skintimacy
Not the way most people think of the word
Intimacy
I like to be held…
but to be held feels foreign like the touch is uncomfortable
But I can hold
What’s wrong with me?
Maybe because once I get comfortable being in someone’s arms
they leave me…
I’m not the one they see fit to be with
Therefore temporary stays of affection are all I can manage to stomach.

I’ve been truly fucked up…