from Sun. the 27th to yesterday Sat. the .........2nd in yes i'm aware it's 2016.

right so on Sun. the 27th my mom i saw hotel trans 2 then someone i think it was her brought me back to my house. i did my laundry.
on Mon. the 28th valerie & I went to the McD’s by my place. and then to the King’s. godamn it’s depressing there. When I told her I wanted to go to the mcd’s i meant the BK. So she has gps on her phone and she’s like ‘we’ll be there in 3 mins.’ and I wanted to tell her it’s on the left by the safeway.
right so then Tues. the 29th I went to the store.and the liquor store [yes again]. we did room checks.
Then Wed. 30th the bus came between 1 - 1:30. i got to the building at 2. So I waited around for 2 hrs. for my appt. to get there. er for my appt. i mean. which was at 4. what a weird time to have an appt. We went over my goals for the ‘new’ yr. and then after that my mom & I went to Panera only the one we usually go to was closed it had moved. so then we went to her house.
So on Thurs. the...........um the 31st i.went out. oh right cause i didn’t want to be at my mom’s. She’s like ‘i thought you didn’t go out on holidays’ no i don’t go to the stores. and i told her that too. So I went to Starbucks they have 2 in the mall. I got back to her house by 4:30. um they [she & my dad] went out. i did my laundry. My sister called we went to the Thai place for dinner then got back to mom’s just as they were getting back. So then we had this whole big thing in the living room w/ my sister & them. She wants more from them.whereas and I’m perfectly ok w/ the fact that they don’t verbally express they care. i don’t want my mom to be like that towards my sister and it bothers me when she is. But that’s more my issue than hers. We talked a bit about this chick my sister knows from rehab Demi. like demi lovato. who the other Demi doesn’t like but that’s how her name is said. so then. I got some of my stuff together in like 15 mins. and stayed at my sister’s for the night.
it was weird sleeping in a new place. i kept waking up and wondering where the hell i was. right so we watched the king julian show on netflix. it’s a spinoff from madagascar. I had cheese and this Mio stuff that you put in water. i don’t like water it tastes funny. So after that she and her dog went to her room and i stayed in the living room. I watched the first ep. of ‘flesh and bone’ on itunes. made hot chocolate at midnight only by the time I’d stirred everything it had become cold chocolate. and then I went to sleep around 1.
So then Fri. the............the 1st my sister & i went out to lunch. i got my stuff together. We went to Pete’s but i didn’t want to wait as i was hungry so then we wend to Zorba’s which is owned by the guy who owns Pete’s.apparently. I had an egg and cheese omelet which i didn’t like raspberry tea, hash browns and toast. I hadn’t ordered the hash browns but that’s ok. After which we went to Mom’s. and then I think i went out maybe to starbucks. I was back at my mom’s by 2:40 my mom & I talked for an hr. My dad brought me back to my house where he fixed my printer and my hairdryer which i didn’t want him to do but i wasn’t going to tell him that. My mom knows that though. i’ve always thought my dad can fix anything except relationships. or at least i don’t want to think he’d be able to fix ours. i’m fine w/ where we’re at.I mean yeah it’s sad but I’ve accepted it.I don’t think my mom’s ok w/ it though but it’s not her life. anyway.
So after that.my dad left and I did my laundry. and the lady didn’t make me dinner which was nice. not cause she’s not a helluva cook cause she is but bc i didn’t know what i wanted and also bc it’s nice to do something different. I did eat later though I had a burrito.
So then yesterday.I didn’t do a whole lot. i um. well I printed a few things out and then.my printer ran out of paper and i don’t have extra paper so.yeah nothing much really happened yesterday. and i didn’t want to ask someone for extra paper.i generally don’t want to verbalise those things.

Last updated November 17, 2016