Weird Dreams in New Diary

I had a very weird dream last night. I dreamt I was a soldier in a war. I was climbing a was. Female soldier next to me was hving a hard time. I was trying to help her out I was telling her how to climb. I reached the top of the wall. and part of the bricks I was hanging onto got lose. I couldn’t climb over the top and I fell.

Fall really messed me up and the female soldier got the credit I was still in the service and fighting the war but I was in bad shape. She became famous and later on reporters wanted to interview me. I didn’t want to talk t o hem. I got separated from my unite and had no clothes. Unit I was with was very green. We were in this building searching for the enemy. I was shell shocked and I kept saying I want to go home I want to go home. Allso our rifles wouldn’t work. They were full of water and when we tried to fire water came out Barrel of my rifle melted.

We were still trying to do our jobs. Enemy was inside this room. People didn’t know what to do. I said get out of my way I charged the room yelling get out of my way. Lets go lets go. Enemy wasn’t firing at us. I broke open the door and they started to run. We chased them from room to room but never caught them Th3en I woke up

Dreams are really strange. I had weird dreams like the one above all my life. Used to dream about gangsters and demons chasing me. I still remember this one dream I had about Barbara Streisand and me being in the Grand Theater in Steubenville. We were being chased my demons. Dreams are strange.,

Before that I had a good night. Glad to report we made up We ordered supper from our favorite pizza place. I had a sub and she had a chicken salad. WE watched the news together and then talked. A couple of women came knocking on my door bearing gifts. This one lady gave Chocolatechip a real nice gift. After she left I took my meds and finished reading Plan of Attack.

At the end of that book US was trying to turn Iraq into a democracy. They were searching for stockpiles of mass destruction. There weren’t anything Level of violence against coalition forcers was very high Bush was in trouble. He started the war on the basis of intelligence reports indicating Sadam had WMD He had none. ALL the CIA reports was wrong and there was going to be some sort of investigation. It was going to be released after the 2004 election. Still Bush felt that he made the right choice in invading.

After I finished my book I watched the last part of Nancy Grace She was talking in this one segment about a woman in Oklahoma., Woman bought a drone She put all kinds of illegal things in it such as drugs and hacksaws., Then she flew it over the walls of the state prison., When arrested she claimed that she was forced to do it by some guy she met in prison. Nancy was saying the story didn’t make any sense. Then I watched Drew but din’t see the full program. I fell a sleep.

12:25pm Well I got a new worker. She did a good job in cleaning my apartment. She fixed me breakfast, ran the sweeper and cleaned out the bathroom. I think we are going to get along pretty good. For one thing she didn’t get too nosy or personal. She was had a professional attitude one that I liked

Well it is the end of the month. I will get my check tomorrow since the 3rd falls on Sunday and Friday I the 1st I already have my budget for January finalized., I will be getting $753,00 form Social Security. Out of this comes $160.00 for Comcast and $216,75 for rent. This leaves me with $376.25 Twenty dollars for laundry and Ten dollars for meds leaves me with $356.25 Then I have to pay a reload $3,18 I am left with $353.7

I will put $353 on my laundry card. Out of this I must pay $133.55 computer payment I should have $219.46 left over., I plan on spending $150,00 for food this month and I will have $69,46 left over Out of this is $50 for cleaning supplies and I should be left with $19.46 free and clear. I might be able to buy a book next month I will wait and see how finances unfold.

There is no money in the budget for cigars. My New years eve resolution is to quit smoking. I’m going to do it cold turkey. I quit before cold turkey and I can do it again. I really want to quit because of finances and health reasons. I have been waking up very short of breath and the first thing I do is cough my fool head off. I also don’t want to end up with cancer like some people I know in the building. I don’t want to have to go to Pittsburgh for chemo treatments. January 1s is my quit dater.

Last updated December 30, 2015