my ex. [no not that one] in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

‘that one’ being my most recent ex. No the ex in question is Lindsey.

again copied from my fb:

‘so i was thinking about my ex recently. or w/e the hell we were. and i’m at the point now where honestly yeah i do wish her the best. i just want her to be content which i think she is. i still think of her as my ex but only in terms of that’s a role she played. not ‘well i’m still in love w/ her/still have feelings for her’ type of thing. she’s one of the kindest people i know/knew and she’s wonderful and.........yeah i’d like to get back together w/ her [not even as a dating type of thing] but maybe that’ll never be in the cards i don’t know. i regret. not ending things between us in a better way. i should’ve handled that better. but i mean other than that. maybe she’s ok w/ that decision i don’t know. i want to know but maybe i’m better off not.knowing. but again other than that.........’

so yeah. that’s where i’m at regarding her.us.