i've been that person in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

so i was thinking about this earlier today. it’s something i haven’t thought about in a long time since...........i don’t even remember how long it’s been since i last thought about it. but what i was thinking about was that i’ve been that person. the person. the person who cancelled things bc something came up bc i was so consumed by either my drinking or my anorexia. i’m not proud of it but yeah i have. almost 6 yrs. ago this coming april i was that person. and you feel terrible about it. well i did anyway. the way evan did. i mean he was so consumed by his ptsd and stuff that........he cancelled on me. but ya know. priorities change and people get older. i stopped being that person. the last time i was was like 4 yrs. ago.
so yeah.