Purge - 15.11.13 in Your Face

I don't really feel like writing about day to day stuff, but I need to purge so that I can hopefully sleep.

Woke up feeling strange, began worrying that a migraine was approaching. Took some aspro, felt a little better, but just off.

Had a pretty shithouse day. Had to bite back tears on three occasions. I just feel like I am getting hit from all sides. I have completely run out of steam and even work feels like too much of a hassle.

This week I miss my husband and my dog terribly. I want to be cuddled up in bed with them, not here alone.

I am feeling okay, overall. Despite being teary, I am not beating myself up (much) and I'm not feeling rage.

Going to help my eldest brother tomorrow with some marketing. I have been helping him to negotiate a distribution deal that may work out really well. My eldest brother is a bit of a dope, but very sweet. I will help him with nearly anything (except babysitting) and he helps me with nearly anything (except moving house).

Mother's birthday tomorrow. We got her a tablet - just need to get a cover for it.

Almost 3 months since I started my paper journal. That's really depressing. I hate being stuck here and it really feels like things just get worse and worse as each week passes.