so, the service. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

‘wow what a long day. the service was. well it was boring to be perfectly honest. i don’t think i’m a church person based on my 2 recent expereinces going. [experiences*. godamn i’m tired]. i mean it was a nice service just long. also i laugh when i get uncomfortable which apparently is in church. i didn’t do it a lot and i yawned when i felt it start to happen. there was a burial as part of the service but i couldn’t see the burial cause of all the people but i didn’t really want to either so. i thought we’d all get a chance to get up and talk about my grandfather but no. it reminded me of Pat’s service and it. got too real when my grandfather’s daughter talked about him and music. and Pat loved music and. wow.’