Tuesday morning in New Diary

I am up . I slept in today didn’t get up until 7:30am. Hips are sore and stiff today. Arthritis is rearing its ugly head Had a weird dream last night I was dreaming about a kid who spent 3k on an electric guitar. He got it out of his college fund. His farther said you want to do that all your life? The kid said yes. Father said go ahead.. He wasn’t crazy about the idea but he said go ahead. The kid was really good and he went on to play in some bands. Dreams are weird

Feel better this morning depression and anxiety wise. Last night was really bad. I just laid on my couch and watched tv until I fell a sleep, On a scale of one to five depression and anxiety are a one today. But the arthritis pain is really bad Grr.

I read somebody else’s diary last night. It was a short entry. She said she was getting evicted. I hate to read about stuff like that. I started to think that I was going to get evicted. This sort of triggered my bout with depression and anxiety last night. Plus something that Chocolatechip said and that and my anxiety went through the roof.

But I feel better this morning. It is amazing what a good nights sleep can do. After a good sleep you can wake up with a whole knew attitude and different perspective on things. Just wish I didn’t have this arthritis pain.

Haven’t done too much reading. I am supposed to be reading a book called Bush at War by Bob Woodward. it is not very good and sort of lost interest in it. I will finish reading it. I hate buying a book and not finishing it

Well my worker is coming Life is good.

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Last updated December 08, 2015