Speech Therapy. Physiotherapy. Ear disease. in 2015

Ok so I took my sisters daughter for the day so she could do funeral type things. It was fun and it was nice to get to know her after 5 years. The kids had fun and I just told them that Harmony was their cousin and that was fine with them.

My sister met my kids briefly and neither of us deemed it necessary to tell the kids who we were to each other quite yet so that turned out fine too.

I would really like it if my sister and I could keep in contact this time. But I have little faith.

Anyone hear of Minnears disease? I think I have it. I have such a … like… full feeling in my right ear. I have hearing loss in it but I have since my ear drum burst as a small child. I also have been having dizzy spells and I feel like I hear and echo sometimes, it comes and goes though.

Anyway I have a nice bulging disc in my lower back which is causing lots of pain to radiate through into my tail bone so sitting here editing and stuff absolutely kills me :(
I’ve been using Voltaren gel because taking anti inflammatories make me puke, apparently. I start physiotherapy tomorrow, I hope this helps.

Also, Miley needs speech therapy. That is yet another thing that has be piled on the already quite insane workload. Plus she still doesn’t go to bed very well. So she struggles with bed time, struggles with eating, struggles with reading, struggles with speaking, struggles with her teeth. ANYTHING FUCKING ELSE??

And no that wasn’t a challenge, whoever is listening lol…

Sigh…

I just feel bad for her… shes gone thru so fucking much and no matter what, it keeps getting worse for her.

Kristen <3