evan news. again. liver. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

so as i’ve mentioned once before evan has hep. he’s had it for awhile. um. .........[i’m drunk atm. again, so]. and he also drinks. at times. ya know one or the other it wouldn’t be so bad but not both. so.......on Wed. he told me that apparently if you keep going to the dr. for 6 wks. they can cure it. [no that phrasing didn’t make sense]. or something like that. and it sounded like something he was actually going to do. i asked if he wanted to use my phone to call but he didn’t have the #, so. for the dr. i mean. he’s the only person i’ll let use my phone. and not get paranoid about it.
i want him to do it [go to the dr. i mean] just so i won’t have to worry. but i told him ‘don’t do it for me’. in the back of my mind it’s always there. and whenever i haven’t heard from him in awhile i always worry that he. might not be. here. .............. and also 2 yrs. ago this coming May it’ll be 2 yrs. since he wouldn’t’ve. been here. i’m still not sure what exactly happened and neither is he. but i just........i honestly thought i’d.............i was so damn scared that morning. back in May. everything got taken care of but even to this day. it worries me. and yeah that’s why i worry so much. um but...........idk if he’s called or not. i really hope he does.