11/22/2015 in meh...

I’m sad because it’s moments like these that make me feel like I have no one reliable in my life. No one I can call at an odd hour and say I need you and they come. My mechanic neighbor wasn’t around for me to at least ask what could have happened, but also he likes to lecture and fuss like a scolding parent just because I asked a question. That I don’t like.

My friend’s brother who worked on the car the last time, I’m not in with him like that. I sent her a text not knowing she was on the road. She said she gave him a heads up about it, but also said he said he didn’t think he would be out working. It started to rain and sleet in some parts of town and it was cold.

And I put it out there on Facebook, and not many people asked about me and those I engaged didn’t read the explanation. Think my phone rang asking if I need anything? Of course not. But its been so long since my phone has rang with my “friends” ringtones…yeah.

I wanted to go to church.
I wanted to see my mom.
I wanted to take my grandbaby out for his birthday.

Man, I’m back to where I was.
This hurts my feelings.

Last updated November 22, 2015