evan depression not talking. thing. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

‘i can think of younger days’. that song’s stuck in my head now. i put the diana krall [love her] cover of it on a mix for someone. and then earlier looked up to see who did the original. the beegees. yeah i think i knew that prior though. the song is ‘how can you mend a broken heart’.
anyway.
yeah so evan and I are good we haven’t had a fight in almost 2 months but I also haven’t brought up anything for us to fight about and he’s also been calling me a lot less, so. he still doesn’t have a phone last I heard. but he calls me. he has this habit of calling at the worst times. and we never fight when we get together. my sister & i also never fight which is. weird. um...........oh so for those who remember back the end of Sept. I posted an entry about how I hadn’t heard from my friend in a wk. and when I finally did I was so relieved I could cry and even did a bit. and that Muriel helped. [she’s Pat’s mom btw], well the friend was evan. prior to that wk. we’d had a fight that was Sept. 17th. he wasn’t doing well his depression had gotten to him and I got all worried esp. cause he hadn’t called me in what seemed like forever. but he’s here. thank god he’s here. of course for those who’ve been keeping up w/me i’ve seen him since then. i don’t remember the last time I was that fukin relieved.
yeah so that happened and we’re good.