I Am Not... in meh...

I am not a bad mother because I want to be support to my children. I’m only giving them the support that I never had. My mother could only do so much because she’s been disabled for a long time…

I’m not a bad mother because I won’t make my son do something he isn’t ready for. His life has been hard. Very hard. He is overwhelmed knowing this is his last year in school and real life is about to happen. I was so focused on keeping him in school and getting him through school that I missed out on teaching him other things.

He will have help after school even if he goes to a trade school. He has options.

::heavy, deep sigh::

God fix it.