Girl please universe! in Life as a Mom of 2 boys.....and a girl!!

One of my friends is having her gender ultrasound today. She has one boy already and badly wants a girl. I know the feeling! Lol. I will admit I was disappointed a bit to find out my 2nd baby was a boy but it worked out great obviously as my boys get along amazingly well and I hope they will stay close in the years to come.

My gender ultrasound is in 41 days. I will probably cry if I find out I am having a girl. I just want to so badly. I want to be able to buy cute girly clothes and accessories like bows! Plus my mom and I are really close and I would love to have that with a daughter. I feel like it would be so different than what I am used to to have a little girl. And would be good for the boys so they would learn about girls more. My mom had 2 boys and then a girl and so did my grandmother. However, I honestly feel like I make boys. Like, I will be fairly shocked if it actually is a girl. I’m seriously dying to know lol. I could go to a private clinic and pay to find out earlier but the earliest they will tell me is at 18 weeks and my regular (free) ultrasound is when I am exactly 19 weeks so what’s one week? I would rather wait then have to pay $100 plus tax. Ugh....41 days is such a long wait.

This is more than likely our last child. 3 seems like plenty :) Maybe i will do some of those old wives tales as I wait to find out what I am having. Just for fun! Lol. I will say that with the boys I had lots of dreams of having a baby boy and this time around I have had one of each so far. So confusing!