You just know. You just do. in A new beginnging.

I have tried to write a few times, but as soon as I type out more than a sentence or 2, I quit.
I have found that listening to awesome music really helps.
Have you heard the song “first” by Cold War Kids? It is freaking fantastic and I feel that it is my theme song as of right now.
A lot has happened, but yet not really at the same time.
I hung out with Jimmy on Tuesday. it had been a few months and I feel like it was mutually sought out.
I am not even going to lie about it, I had so much fun. I was kind of craving to see him. We kissed, a lot, in his car when he dropped me off.
So this isn’t new. We have seen this before. But what is different? What’s different? I am just going to go for this.
I over think Jimmy, hell-I over think everyone- but especially him. We have such a past. But not a recent one. So instead of wondering what he wants, or what can possibly come of this, I am just going to go for it. What have I got to lose? Seriously. What else do I have going on right now? At the very least I can have some good sex. Right? It isn’t like this is toxic Josh territory. Ew.
So, let’s roll the dice and see what happens, eh?