I Don't Want To Argue in Dreams And Nightmares

Most of the details are lost to me now.

We had enjoyed our time but as always, an argument ensued.

You were standing on the porch of your new house, or at least it was what your house looked like in the dream. Even though harsh words were said we were trying to remain peaceful. I was getting into my car and your Mario hoodie was in the passenger’s side. I held it up to my face and took a deep breath. Close my eyes and embrace your scent. I tossed the hoodie back to you and said good bye.

I woke up missing you so much…I’m sorry that I wasn’t what you were looking for.

Every now and then I spray the body spray you got my mom for Christmas because I want to remember the good and the bad, but mostly…I just want to remember you.

Music: “I Can’t Help It (If I’m Still In Love With You)” by Hank Williams

Last updated September 21, 2015