um. don't know that i am right now. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

how am i supposed to trust her? well i don’t know that i am right now. and it’s not like.......no it’s still big it’s just. it’s different bc i’m not living w/ her anymore. and i don’t know that i will be again. i felt like she didn’t take into account how fragile i am which is funny bc it would always infuriate the hell out of me when she did so. no there’s, a balance. between the 2. it’s not so much a problem as. this big thing happened and it impacted me quite.......um........er ok it impacted me a lot. there we go.