u'she' being steph. in The Wonderland Years: 2015. Done.

i’m actually surprised she had the balls to threaten me. didn’t think she had it in her but she sure proved me the hell wrong. i didn’t think she was actually going to carry it out. no and that infuriates me. [i mean.er. not that she should’ve carried it out but that that’s who she is]. um anyway. i feel like everyone expects me to feel bad about what i said and i just don’t right now. i’ll go as far as to state i shouldn’t’ve. i mean it’s not. great. i’m oddly proud that i was that strong and that i finally stopped waiting. [btw what i said was along the lines of ‘no. you’re not going to tell me what to do anymore. i’m not putting up w/ you. go away’]. also i’m so damn relieved i’m out of that place. oh thank god. for various reasons.